HEYHO! LET'S GO!

Did anyone ever read my blog?

That's what I've been thinking lately. but hey, was that really important?

Anyway,
year 2014 almost gone in a several months and I haven't post anything since January. I'd like to share everything that happened in my life during but man, it was sooo hard to put it on to words since I'm a horrible writer.

lot of interesting things happen to me during the time that I dont know where to start. but I sure know that all the things that happened make me who I am and I feel soooooo much better about myself.

 I hope you would feel that too, yes? kiss kiss :*

MOVING ON

You deal. You survive. You grow up. And you remember these big/little hardships because they make you human.

Even the hard times are part of your life story. If you acknowledge them and move past them, they eventually add up to the experience that makes you wise.

HERO

Being a hero doesn't always means that you have to fight evil and save the world.. Being a hero doesn't always means that you have to save every each person in the world..

Being a hero can be done by doing a simplest things such as giving someone your smile wether you know him/her or not.. You might never know how big your smile affected to someone's day..

I always like the movie scene when a man gives his jacket to his date on a cold day.. Cheesy? Not at all.. Giving jacket to someone he cared is probably the least sweetest thing that he can do just to show her how much he cared about her, and at least he saved her from cold.. So by time, he was her hero.

You see, hero is someone who save something.. Hero is someone who save the day even by just doing such a simplest things, simple things that matter.. :)

So dear, have you found your hero yet?

Well, I'm still searching for mine.. :)

NOT PLAYER, JUST FOOLING AROUND

How old I am? Well, people said my age is a perfect age to settle down. But I hardly still couldn't imagine what my marriage life would be.. I can stand with the couple thingies that I would may done with my husband, but I can't stand for something that would tied me up.

Commitment.

Somebody ever told me, that the most important thing with a commitment is not to break it. It even make me scarier though.. I'm the one who always broke up every commitment that I ever had.

Is this too hard to understand that I don't  want to rush anything? You know, I just wanna enjoy my single life and be friends with many men that when I decided to go on a relationship, I already know who will get my full commitment.

I know it sounds so arrogant or even skanky. But I just wanna choose the best so I can spend my whole life with no single regret. I'm not a player, I'm just fooling around.. It's not that I don't want, it's just I'm not ready...yet :)

BRUNO MARS IS LYING

When I lose N,

There's still clear sky and sunlight, there's no cloud nor rain.. The sky is even brighter and rain is coming to dance upon.. Thank you my dear almighty.. :)

SOULMATE

"People think a soul mate is your perfect fit. And that's everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah, that's too painful. soul mates, they came to your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you and then leave.

A soul mate purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacle and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master.."

-Elizabeth Gilbert, at Eat, Pray, Love.

marks and spencer outer and bag, forever21 denim, popflats shoes

I'm so tottaly agree with miss Elizabeth.. Well, according to her thought it means I already met my soul mate and that's why I set him free.. Well, you know who he was :)

ANSWER IS NEAR

Every questions must have their own answers.. But the answer sometimes doesn't come within the question and we try so hard to get the answer. 

Sometimes the answer needs time to find its way to come to you.. Or sometime, the answer is clear but we just can't accept it or satisfied with it.. 

And when the answer come, you'd be surprised on how near the answer was because we simply just accept it by the time we ready.. :)