MOVING ON

HAYYY...

well I'm not sure if anyone ever access my blog, but for you (who really I dont know why still coming to my blog i swear I don't know, but thank you) I'm moving on to a new page

burn cinnamon / burncinnamon.blogspot.co.id


Thank you have a nice day

-love, kay

SOUL SISTER

My sister is probably the best gift my oldman ever gave me so far. I don't know what would I do without her. She is my best friend, my worst enemy, my partner in crime (especially when we tease our brother :p) and perhaps she is practically my mother. Yes, since our mother left us when my age was just turned third, she took care of me and my brother. She was just a kid too you know, because she was just turned seventh at that time.

Having a sister like her is the best feeling ever. It's like I always have a best friend, a someone, who never leave me. Someone who always care for me, rooting for me, trust me, support me emotionally and financially (ehm :p)  no matter how many times we fought and annoyed each other.

This is my first thought about her, but this wouldn't be the last. I feel like I'm out of words when I talked about her. Not because of  I've nothing to say anymore, it's just sooooo much to tell that I could never write them down at once.

I love you, silly sister :*

FEATURED

Featured in popflats's Instagram.. yayyy! I looove their shoes.. they're so comfy and playful at the same time. These daisy strings I wore is my favorite, they goes with every outfit.. Just like I said before, flowers never fail.. kiss :*

BEAUTIFUL MESS

I like this kind of mess. A mess before I'm going to travel somewhere. Always ended up carrying unused stuffs though.. Haha.

Can you guess where I'm about to go? 

See yaah :*

FRAGILE

I am so frightened that human connection is that fragile. That it's not unending. That how fast people to change their mind. That how easy people gives up on us. That how effortlessly people turn their back from us whenever they found a better person according to them. 

I had these hardship several times and sometime I still woke up in the middle of the night feeling anxious about everything. Sometime I woke up in the morning with an undescribeable feelings. Sometime I still cried during my sleep if I suddenly dreamed about people who left me. Not because I haven't move on nor I haven't forgive them. It's just I'm too terrified to feel that kind of feeling anymore. 

I believe that if we want someone to stay in our life we should do something about it. But how if those someone doesn't want to be in our life? We shouldn't force them to stay. 

Because life just doesn't works that way.