SOUL SISTER

My sister is probably the best gift my oldman ever gave me so far. I don't know what would I do without her. She is my best friend, my worst enemy, my partner in crime (especially when we tease our brother :p) and perhaps she is practically my mother. Yes, since our mother left us when my age was just turned third, she took care of me and my brother. She was just a kid too you know, because she was just turned seventh at that time.

Having a sister like her is the best feeling ever. It's like I always have a best friend, a someone, who never leave me. Someone who always care for me, rooting for me, trust me, support me emotionally and financially (ehm :p)  no matter how many times we fought and annoyed each other.

This is my first thought about her, but this wouldn't be the last. I feel like I'm out of words when I talked about her. Not because of  I've nothing to say anymore, it's just sooooo much to tell that I could never write them down at once.

I love you, silly sister :*

QUARTER

Yesterday was my 25th and abiyyu's 3rd birthday.. yaaayyy! I love youuuu so so so so sooooo much I'm gonna dieeee.. mwah mwah!

NICKNAME

My oldman always love giving a nickname. When he cared enough about someone, he will give them a nickname, both in a good or bad ways.. And sometime only he, himself, know the meaning of that nickname.

Well, he got me two nicknames.

The first one is "kayo". He said kayo was a villain in the "oshin" movie when he was young. Kayo was fierce and short-tempered, just like my character he said. Hmm.. Kinda agree and I liked how it sounds, so I guess it's okay :)

The second nickname, is "botok bosi". Which I never knew why my oldman gave me that nickname. He just using it as my name regarding to anything about me. I never like being called botok bosi. I thought botokbosi mean something really bad that my siblings use that nickname to mocked me or called me when they angry at me.

But I was wrong.

When we were got our quality talk, my oldman suddenly explained why he called me "botok bosi".

My oldman is a big fan of theater. In his adolescence, he used to played at theater. One day, my oldman watched this theater play when he was so enchanted by a kasuari bird who played as one of the character's pet. The kasuari bird described as a very beautiful, intelligent, and faithful bird. The kasuari, named botok bosi.

Being so enchanted, my oldman decided when my mother gave birth a girl, he will named her botok bosi so his baby would be as beautiful, intelligent, and faithfull as that bird, which was (thankfully) rejected by the entire family.

Well, as I love the meaning of that nickname he gave me, I surely don't want it to be my real name (sorry pap :D).

But at least now I know and fully understand why he always called me that name and that name is definitely a hope, not a mock.. So next time when my siblings called me that name to mocking me, I'll take that as a compliment.. hihii :)

I love you to the moon and back my oldman.. :*

REHAB

Went shopping and fooling around with besties still the best rehab I've ever done after all those hard weeks that I've been through.. :)

LITTLE MONSTER

I'm so madly in love with my little monster, Abiyyu! He is my sister's son and he was born exactly the same date as me.. So I guess he was the best birthday gift my sister ever gave me so far.. :')

He's getting bigger and he just couldn't stop moving or running anywhere unless for drinking his milk or sleep.. I'm always wondering where he keep his energy beneath those little body because we were always gasping our breath just to chased him but he just seemed like wasn't tired at all..hahaha.

Always be healthy and happy, my little monster.. I love you to the moon and back! :')

HOLIDAY YOLI YOLI YOLI DAAY

Off to Bandung last week and had a superrrrrrr greaaatttt time there.. I met my friends and went to fun places.. I Looove you fellas *lovestruck*

WORKING ON WORKS

Awww.. I ditched on my blog again for such a looong time..
I've been so freakingly busy with works that i can't hardly get time for myself.

I even took two days holiday at Bandung in the middle of my works duty..well, I think I'm getting used to it..

Pat A Cake blazer, Forever21 denim and necklace, Fossil bag, D Fuse flats

even though it was only one and a half day, I was veeerrryyyy happy that I was be able to met my best friends whose lived in Bandung.. Yaay! :D

EXPRESSION

hihihi.. look at those expression..
Heart = Melted .. *love struck*

PURCHSIA

In looove with this NYX's fuchsia lipstik and this purple Cambodian veil.. They were given from my beloved friends.. thank you soooo much.. :3 

CATCH UP!

Since i've been away for such a looong time from this blog, I got sooo much events to catch on.. Hihihi

I'll give pictures of the most special moments that i really want to share.. My brother's wedding, me and abiyyu birthday's party, me and bestie birthday celebration etc etc..

Been a really great time.. Yaayy! :)

BLESSING

I've been receiving many gifts lately.. Yayy!
Allah is really kind to make me surrounded by great peoples, I fell blessed and very grateful.. :)

Thank you sooooo much dear siblings, friends, and N.. I loooove youuu all.. *hug*

ZOOLANDER - Pt. 2

More photos at the taman safari zoo.. yeaaayyyy!! :D

with Mr. Elephant :D

Auuww biyyu looked so sleepy :)

My lovely eldest sister, read her blog here

Mr. Oldman and his girls plus super adorable grandson ;)

see that happy face? aawww >,<

uh oh..biyyu was affraid of Mr. Elephant :(

yaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !

The girls :)

here's the photographer.. my brother-in-law.. check out his work here :D

we were sooo happy that we haven't done any vacation since, foreveeerrrr.. hahaha.
Although we were trapped by the traffic jam for hours, but still, happy moment is happy.. :D

ZOOLANDER - Pt. 1

Went to taman safari last saturday with my family.. yaaayyy :D
My nephew, abiyyu, looked soooo amazingly happy.. he couldn't stop starring at the animals and fed them.. ubercuteee.. hahaha..

Forever21 Tops, Zara Trousers, TLTSN  Flatshoes

Abiyyu held the carrot to fed the animals.. ubercuteeee :D

the entrance mark

More photos comiiiing.. :D