Monday, October 13, 2014


I've been thinking about stuff lately.

At some point I realize that I've done too much for you that the only next possible step to do is to stop, leave you alone, and walk away. It's not like I'm giving up, It's not like I shouldn't try. It's just I have to draw the line of determination from desperation. 

Maybe I'll meet you again, when we are slightly older and our mind less hectic, and I'll be right for you and you'll be right for me.

But right now, I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart.

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Sunday, October 12, 2014


Such a beautiful prose


Thursday, October 9, 2014


I always wanted to have tatooes! I know Islam forbid any kind of tattooes so i just have to holdi in my will. I respect my religion, but in other hand, I think tattoo is an art that you can put anywhere on your body because your body is fully yours. 

But again, I dont have that courage to do such thing.

The good news is i found this amazingly easy-to-wear-and-easy-to-take-off tattoo at @lolitattoo on Instagram. So firm yet so easy to clean that it wont bother your wudhu. I'm gonna have some moooreeee.. Yayyy!



Did anyone ever read my blog?

That's what I've been thinking lately. but hey, was that really important?

year 2014 almost gone in a several months and I haven't post anything since January. I'd like to share everything that happened in my life during but man, it was sooo hard to put it on to words since I'm a horrible writer.

lot of interesting things happen to me during the time that I dont know where to start. but I sure know that all the things that happened make me who I am and I feel soooooo much better about myself.

 I hope you would feel that too, yes? kiss kiss :*

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