Wednesday, November 20, 2013


You deal. You survive. You grow up. And you remember these big/little hardships because they make you human.

Even the hard times are part of your life story. If you acknowledge them and move past them, they eventually add up to the experience that makes you wise.

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Thursday, November 14, 2013


Yesterday was my 25th and abiyyu's 3rd birthday.. yaaayyy! I love youuuu so so so so sooooo much I'm gonna dieeee.. mwah mwah!

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Tuesday, November 5, 2013


My oldman always love giving a nickname. When he cared enough about someone, he will give them a nickname, both in a good or bad ways.. And sometime only he, himself, know the meaning of that nickname.

Well, he got me two nicknames.

The first one is "kayo". He said kayo was a villain in the "oshin" movie when he was young. Kayo was fierce and short-tempered, just like my character he said. Hmm.. Kinda agree and I liked how it sounds, so I guess it's okay :)

The second nickname, is "botok bosi". Which I never knew why my oldman gave me that nickname. He just using it as my name regarding to anything about me. I never like being called botok bosi. I thought botokbosi mean something really bad that my siblings use that nickname to mocked me or called me when they angry at me.

But I was wrong.

When we were got our quality talk, my oldman suddenly explained why he called me "botok bosi".

My oldman is a big fan of theater. In his adolescence, he used to played at theater. One day, my oldman watched this theater play when he was so enchanted by a kasuari bird who played as one of the character's pet. The kasuari bird described as a very beautiful, intelligent, and faithful bird. The kasuari, named botok bosi.

Being so enchanted, my oldman decided when my mother gave birth a girl, he will named her botok bosi so his baby would be as beautiful, intelligent, and faithfull as that bird, which was (thankfully) rejected by the entire family.

Well, as I love the meaning of that nickname he gave me, I surely don't want it to be my real name (sorry pap :D).
But at least now I know and fully understand why he always called me that name and that name is definitely a hope, not a mock.. So next time when my siblings called me that name to mocking me, I'll take that as a compliment.. hihii :)

I love you to the moon and back my oldman.. :*

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